THIS is what i have been missing. all i can do is smile and say thank you. i don't deserve anything i have. it's what i needed to open my eyes and break those invisable chains from my past, and from the least likely of place.

thank you....

:)

uhhhh long day tomorrow. 8-7. i mostlikely won't come in that early but probably by 9ish. next week may be the same. i sure hope i'm busy the whole time because i can't stand doing nothing. it drives me nuts!!! all this break dancing is building up my energy level again i think. sorta good but i know i drive people nuts when i'm jittery. lol. oh ( Read more... )

these thoughts are like film reels playing back in my mind.

i don't like dirty looks and i don't like being ignored. just because someone's older doesn't give them the right to walk all over me.

oh my gosh i LOVE pee wee. i think i like him more now than when i was a kid.

the obnoxiously loud neighbors have finally been evicted after braking a long list of rules and after a tremendously long list of complaints from other people in the community. in a way i do feel a little sad for them..but stupid does not get rewarded. heh. oh well...the guy who is renting the house to the 3 stuges is also getting a hefty fine. ( Read more... )

170 crunches today! woo hoo!

i'm slowly starting to feel better now. i'm paying more attention to what and how much i eat and i can feel the effects already. wasn't expecting to feel it so fast, but i'm not complaining! haha.

i decided to go to the doctor finally cause of the weird symptoms i've been having..and all of them are related to hypoglycemia. i'm supposed to get blood work done to rule out other possiblities. but i'm gunna wait a while for that. what i can do to help it is eat more and cut out 99% of sugar and carbs. he said that every single one of my ( Read more... )

if you watch the news or read the newspaper i'm sure you've heard that whole foods has stopped selling live lobsters and crabs because it violates their rights to a good life. it's "inhumane" to have them live in tanks...and reading the story(the link is at the bottom of this entry) you find out that a lot of them stay in tanks for months at a time ( Read more... )

a convo i overheard this afternoon..

mom: autumn said i was a nerd because i have a myspace.
dad: no, you're not a nerd. you're hip.

lol. my parents are hilarious....

ps- hell's kitchen TOMORROW NIGHT.