well this is my journal and im gonna write now lol ive lost alot within this last month or two i lost a girl friend to a dissorder its my own fault i miss her more then anything ive missed before i wanted to marry this girl but on the other hand i dont think she was the one never cleaned never used a duster nor a vac she did cook but it was rare ( Read more... )

lost my gf today cuz i blacked out from one fucking shot it mixed bad with my meds and now she is gone and in this whole prosses ive found i need to live for myself and stop caring so much about others i need to take care of myself and find the bad people in my life and get rid of them this is the hardest part of my life so far and im gonna do this ( Read more... )

ripe with so many things in my mind. thoughts spinning around and now i see clarity. picture this if you will you see a world of beautiful things for once in your life . you have found that one thing that you feel see's through your soul past the imperfections to the real person that you are. you find that little by little that clarity is loseing ( Read more... )

i wanna find a way to get my house in the hills and trees away from everyone but the essentails i would need in life i need to find my peace i know i can finaly feel calm and peaceful in the places ive seen when i was a kid in washington or oregon but i still see them in my head and find peace for two seconds and you will never know how good it ( Read more... )

i miss my baby boy i had a dog for about 2 months now he is 120 pounds of baby he is german shepard and chow chow mix. but yesterday my apartments decided to give me a letter telling me i cant keep him after i was told he was ok as long as he didnt bark. well he never barked he was perfect he was sweet kind loving and most of all mine i never ( Read more... )

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im loseing it im getting pissed at everything that moves im feeling killing constatly anything that pisses me off i cant do this shit right now i just want peace i wanna relax i wanna be calm again i cant find what the fuck the problum is first off im tired of seeing the gf laying on the floor not fucking moving not talking you ask her a ? she ( Read more... )

i feel like shit for doin things i do right now but i think its for the best i say goodbye
im sorry shit just isnt gonna work

i got hit yeah i got hit the one who never lets anyone touch him in an angry way i was more blown back then mad i mean who the hell who knows me well enough would ever take a swing at me more then once and not run. then tonight i did the same but was on accedent and i feel bad hit a chair who hits the person. confusing i know well inside i feel ( Read more... )

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