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My name is not to be called what I became at this level of pain
goodbye
I'm closing my LJ down. I've exposed too much of myself to some people. I regret letting certain people in my life, because they use it to their advantage. So i'm gonna go back to what i used to be like. Closed in, only confiding in myself. Only one person will know what i'm thinking and how i'm feeling. Only because that one person ( Read more... ) -
bad boys bad boys, whatcha gonna do...
verbal assault on ms sanders... coming soon to a LJ near you
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she don't mind if you wanna put your lips right there...
The jury is out and the verdict was as predicted. Doc has decided to part from the hills that roll. I mean none of us can truly sit here and pretend to be surprised at the decision that has been reached. Tonite was the second time that I'd seen Doc in the last two maybe three weeks. He doesn't really "fit in" amidst our rambunctious tendancies ( Read more... ) -
Leia will bring balance to the force?
There is an unmeasureable quantity of uncertainty that resides here atop the hills that roll. Doc has finally decided to move out and it is no surprise to anyone at all. And anyone who konws me knows that I was already planning for it in the first place. Heck we've even got five or six guys willing to move in tomorrow and pay whatever we ask ( Read more... ) -
Do you mind if I wanna put my lips right there?
Life on the whole, is very good. I woke up this morning to check my bank account and found that my check was $419.72, I screamed and almost woke josh up dancing around the room. The temperature in the apartment has changed drastically though. Where once you had three guys that were fed up with women and so upset at the world, now you have three ( Read more... ) -
I'm big black & violent, I should sell crack
Right now it is fucking 2:57 am. It's 42 degrees outisde my apartment. I just got done watching my favorite movie with Julian for the first time "Coming to America". So Greetings royal citizens of Zamunda!!! Why am I up? That's a damn good question you brilliant mind you. Hmmm I just woke up because an Arab named Julian taps me on my shoulder ( Read more... ) -
Give me a clean heart... and i will serve... nobody but you....
I'm still not sure just how to describe the phase that I'm going through right now. I want to accomplish things, but I worry that this desire only exists due to my strong feelings of lack. I'm a dreamer by nature, yet depend so heavily on rational thinking. It runs my life and yet the power of thought has brought me so much loss, or has taken so ( Read more... ) -
Cure for AIDS
There is a cure for AIDS... format your hard-drive. I haven't updated this thing in a minute because my computer caught the HIV from SID's computer. I lost all my scores and music that I'd been work'n on... some pretty valuable recordings... but I've decided no more downloading and file transfer, except with Dr. J cause I know where he's been ( Read more... ) -
3ft isn't supposed to feel like 327.2 miles
Before I begin, I would like to make it known that my initial objective is not make this an unpleasant disertation, but let the record also state that I feel as though it will end up most unpleasant.
I've returned back to Tallahassee and am finally sitting in my room listening to the sounds of Copeland and relaxed in my nest atop the ( Read more... ) -
jericho lives
The door still stands, and even after almost 8 hours of sleep, yesterday is running a successful campaign in the election for "worst day I've had in a long time." I was ready for saturday to get here, but it's gone now, and all i can think about is going home, back to tally. I'm eager to return to brandon a different week though...to dispell that ( Read more... )