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Tale of the Missing Skins
I woke this morning to the sound of my father entering the room. He handed me the cordless phone, and explained that awaiting me on the phone was an upset Mrs. Eaken. I began to laugh but eventually composed myself long enough to talk to her. I promised myself that i wouldn't flat out lie to Ms Eaken, so I began to pray that she wouldn't ask me ( Read more... ) -
Vengance is mine, I will repay... says the Lord
Today I had some time to think about the events that have taken place recently in my life. I took time to read a report written by a police officer, regarding events that i am involved in. And ya know Julian, I love reading a good essay. But something about this diatribe just began to disturb me thoroughly. I began to read Josh's ( Read more... ) -
alive and well
Creativity is the most dangerous gift God ever gave. Adrianne Archie is my future wife by the way.
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my mom goes to college, but i don't
I love the morning. I love the fact that I'm the first to wake up in this house and know one knows what my mornings are like. I can't sleep past 10, so I use the morning to plan my life. I use the mornin to come to grips with my fears and hustle. I realized today, that at my core, I was built to lead. I realized that God gave me the gift to ( Read more... ) -
And so it begins
Tis the day before christmas, atop the hills that roll, and there's no josh and julian, leaving token all alone. These next two weeks shall be a very interresting chapter of my life. I am spending this holiday all by myself, locked in this apartment with nothing to do but focus on practicing and writing. For some reason I'm excited, yet not ( Read more... ) -
You always fold just....
It's been some time since I've written in this thing, and it feels weird sitting here now. I've developed two new obsessions: Organizing my mp3 player and riding the bus... which one will give first? -
and i don't know what it is
In an effort to maintain with her a voice of...reason, that is unbiased and objective, feelings, thoughts & emotions have been suppressed. And now I am unsure as to whether or not i regret taking such an approach, whether or not it has ultimately proven to serve as the best choice. You find yourself constantly in a position where you are the ( Read more... ) -
Withered Daisy
I saw something that I thought I wanted. I saw someone that I thought I wanted...but I remember the words that Ethan wrote and sang. I remember Lauren and how she became the "Withered Daisy"... and I have one of my own. There are women that are special. There are women that you put on a high pedistal, exhalt in your mind...rationalize things ( Read more... ) -
In the clouds
So my head is in so many places right now and I'm prone to excess worry. I'm not sure about doc moving out and Matt moving up, there's just been no discussion, no confirmation, no other visits, and the day is drawing close. This week will bring so much work and many long days, but the money is needed. Does it seem like there's one thing on my ( Read more... ) -
muse-ik
In many cases it is seen as exceptionally derogatory to refer to a woman as a muse, but that's really what she is for me... a source of inspiration. And I am overwhelmed with contemplative thoughts. She allows me to be myself around her, as arrogant or outlandish as that may come across to some people... it's good enough for me to be me... and I ( Read more... )