A guy I asked out at work, but did not repsond at all, has new baby. So does my childhood archnemesis, James. In other news, who wants to watch me drink myself to death?

I'm done burning bridges.

Something happens to me when I'm with people I like, but who are witty. I listen. I don't want to talk. I like the cadence of their voices the choices they make. Even if they speak in quick witty quips, I like the thought of listening only to enjoy. Often this comes across as Courtney being shy. Or they get used to me as a solid mass: rock like ( Read more... )

"Write everyday," they say ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while. Funny my last posts were about entering college and here I am with one semester to go. Then it was college applications and assessments, now it's Job applications and final exams ( Read more... )

Summer is almost ended and everyone is headed back to that place they now are calling home. No longer is their parent's house their own. Everyone is moving around and making choices and friends, being adult. It's great to watch progress from a distance.

I'm back at sylvan......... crap.

I saw "something new" twice this past week, and now I want to get married to a man that works with his hands... Such a good movie, so sexy, so fun, so refreshing. I went Satuday afternoon and there was no one in the theatre. Then this other lady came and watched it with me. By the way, Glenwood theatre's idea to have sofas instead of regular chairs ( Read more... )

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I used to marvel at long languishing sentences capturing life just so. Imagined my life some morose sad spinsterly existence. I thought it romantic, the stuff folktales are made of, complete in my empty loathing. Happy only in my loneliness. Telling others my fantasies of a highly intellectualized, bourgeois life, writing my books from the comfort ( Read more... )