Today was so God dammed awful that I want to crawl into a corner and pass out for about a week then wake up not remembering a thing ( Read more... )

Just stuck in my head... and the marked lines seem to relate ( Read more... )

My day off on Wed. was amazing! No college hopping cause mom works, but insits that I don't go without her. Thats only becaseu I went to emerson with Jeff and loved it, so she's in a tiff cause she hasn't seen my first choice college ( Read more... )

So this week is preaty relaxing. I mean I am working really hard and all but it is refreshing to know I have all of tonite and tomorrow to really focus on school and applications. Not to mention my room is getting more and more cluttered and dirty. I hate that... I hate being home for ten minutes, running to my room changing and dumping all my ( Read more... )

The weather seems to be getting drearier but I really think things are clearing up ( Read more... )

Despite the nasty weather, today looked alot brighter. THe walkathon was alright... not the best but not awful. I had fun with all the people i walked with and didn't really get sore until the last 1/2 a mile. The fun really started when seniors were dismissed early and me and mills ran to my car and went to panera to meet ambs (who totally bunk ( Read more... )

I hate when something stresses you out so bad that you can't eat, can't sleep, can't even think straight about anything. I've never had such an awful dance class where a cominbation was taught to me twice and I couldn't remember more than one stap. A combination! This is dance 101 we're talking about and I couldn't cope. I hate when something ( Read more... )

Things have calmed down considerably. I'm now wicked annoyed, but its really not worth getting into... just stop talking already you don't know whats going on ( Read more... )

I deleted this entry because I think it was misunderstood though I can totally understand why. I think that nobody knows what is truely going on with me right now except Jeff because I want it that way. I also owe someone an apology. Only two lines in this entry had been about you. I was very angry and very hurt by eveyone's talking about me ( Read more... )

Sunday I gave Jeff a lift (and by that I mean car ride) back to URI, and he helped me with calculus and we order dinner form Arbys (i think). It was wicked good... gotta love that college food. But when I got home, Maritza had the pleasure of reminding me that I had a four page Human eography paper due the next morning... (sigh)... I was in bed by ( Read more... )