I don't really have much to say. I'm not even sure if I should be writing this, anyways because I don't think anyone reads this anymore. But if anyone does then yay ( Read more... )

He doesn't even understand how I feel about him. I could try to explain it, but nothing I could ever say would tell him exactly how I feel. I wish he could understand without me even trying to say it ( Read more... )

I have this annoying like clawing fucking like urge in me right now. Like something inside of me is going crazy. I think I'm just anxious for something and I don't know what. I hate when I feel like this. IAShjsaf sggng :'( :'( I'm so anxious

Atleast this feeling will go away in 30 minutes like it usually does.

I don't really have anything to say ( Read more... )

FUCK ALL OF YOU. STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIVEJOURNAL YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. IF YOU HATE ME SO MUCH THEN WHY DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON IN MY LIFE AND WHY DO YOU HAVE TO RUIN ALL THE OF HAPPINESS I HAVE. All of you are so immature, stay out of my life and get your own. If you even knew 1/2 of the person I am, you'd like me. I'm not a bad ( Read more... )

I don’t know. I've just been thinking about my friends a lot, and who the true ones are, and who's been there with me through the best of me and the worst of me. There's some people who just...well...keep reading if you want ( Read more... )

I feel like no one even wants me around anymore

What'd I do?

I like him so much. It's weird, it seemed like this would never happen. Like I would never get over certain things (and people) in my life. But he makes that happen. And it's such a good thing ( Read more... )

Sometimes it takes someone else to realize what you didn't have before. Like being happy, you know? I blinded myself with feelings I wish I had, or maybe that I was dependent on because that's how I thought it should be. I lived for so long pretending that I was so much more then I really was. Like putting on a fake smile for everyone, just for ( Read more... )

I wish that once in my life something good would come out of the bad. Sometimes I get so sick of thinking of other peoples feelings first before myself, always. I would rather feel like shit then have someone else feel like shit, and I would gladly take away any pain other people had and feel it for them if I could.

It's just...I just want this ( Read more... )