Every once in a while, I find myself questioning everything that I believe in and stand for. I try to stand back and take a look at the things around me; things I've created, even things that have appeared on their own. Often amazed, sometimes impressed, recently overwhelmed and appalled. I guess it has been far too long since I glanced up out of ( Read more... )

In recent news, the half dead, terribly dismal looking tree in my front yard has been stripped out of the land by three men wielding chainsaws. Though it was rather unsightly, I don't like demise of nature, but I feel partially comforted because my neighbor uses wood to heat his house during the winter time and he is now in possession of trunk & ( Read more... )

today is its own dimension ( Read more... )

yesterday i got sufficiently lifted, which is a rarity ( Read more... )

i wish i could sit here and take this seriously, put careful consideration into what i'm about to write and carve it into something that sounds like a prologue to the latest in paperback, but i couldn't care any less ( Read more... )

in an hour or so, i have a committment to pick classes at a school i don't want to attend inside of a town i'm so contagiously sick of. i often wish i had the courage or even the motivation to step up and get the fuck out ( Read more... )

so stagnant.

the pillows won't stay in their cases.

i'm concerned, skin & bones. so fragile, delicate, full of shit.
a contorted mess of cartilage.

i feel vodka making a comeback this weekend.
get your manual focus lens prepared to capture the madness.

not one single activity can hold my interest. other than dwelling ( Read more... )

i'm irritated by the ticking of time.

when you grasp for extra, there is nothing but tick, tock, mock.