i read and i read. i cry. i laugh. its all great. i love my life. i seriously have the BEST life. no matter where i am in my life i always manage to live it, and have fun
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everything is so fucking confusing. i dont know where anyone is. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i dont want to talk to anyone. it hurts too much. im so sick of everyone. dont talk to me. ever again. anybody. im going to find new friends...or am i?
today i am really fucking sick i woke up with a temperature of 101.3 in a cold sweat. i was talking nonsense last night, due to delirium. my whole fucking body hurts. tried going to the beach earlier with al, but i am just too damn sick... i still have to go to work today. and i fucking hate myself.