I'm letting go.

How long will it be till I break?
Never, if I never wake up from this. If I never stop punishing myself for my cruelties, for my cold.
Never.

Ah, the irony.

we lose love for never having loved before

I'm just scared somebody will wake me up. I'm scared I'll want to turn around; that this isn't the right choice.

Maybe I'm falling apart.
I cant believe I reacted so ridiculously.
I'm taking a break tomorrow. I really need this. I'm about to snap. I'd forgotten what panic attacks were like.

This, I leave for the public. For anybody to read, perhaps because I know nobody will read it in the interim. Or perhaps because it is only fair, with the little I ever show ( Read more... )

if one more thing goes wrong
I'm going to break.

I'm not sure if it's completely possible, but I want to find him again. I think it's time- I have questions to ask.
I do miss our discussions. And I do wish to test you. Let us see, ashke.

we lost it all at once
and gain it back slowly

but that is as it should be.

When the world says you cant do something, when you yourself say you cant do it, do it anyways.
It's a sense of accomplishment greater than almost anything, and it usually lasts longer.
I'm not saying purely academics.
Anything.
Do what people say you cant do. Be amazing.
Excel

if I carved out your soul one night ( Read more... )

I kiss the tears from the sky and watch you kiss the ground ( Read more... )

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