hmmm.
moved.
__dressedt0kill

i've gotta be honest..
i've been waiting for you all my life..
♥♥

lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i know it's wrong..
really, really wrong.
but i will never forgive you for hurting me as much as you have.
but i miss you. i miss our 6 hour phone calls and you always being there for me.
i miss knowing everything about eachother and being best friends and not going a day without talking to eachother..
i miss you. i miss us.

ohhhhhhhhhh. but i thought of something i hate the most ;
realizing that i will NEVER be her..
and in this case, fall out boy lyrics come to mind (i know shoot me now)
-- isn't it messed up how i'm just dying to be her?

sooooooooooooooooooooo ( Read more... )

blahblahblah.
i'm so tired.
football game tonight.
school in a few minutes..
and i'm not even close to being ready.
i should probably go take care of that.

so one day he is going to not be able to handle my jealously and end it so i really gotta chill out and start trusting people. i don't trust anyone though. i mean, i trust few people, and those who i do trust i trust very little. yeah i have trust issues. it sucks.
migraine. kay bye.

things are actually.. great? besides my mom being a bitch, my dad still being gone, being sick, failing two (maybe three) classes.. things couldn't be better ( Read more... )

so i am an EXTREMELY jealous person...