...it all sucks

[your_snookie]

So I went from last entry being about how excited I am about Senoir year to know how much I really hate myself right now. I feel like all I do is for not and that nothing I do ever matters. I feel so depressed sparatically and it really sucks. Right now I hate that I have 3 big finals tomorrow that I'm not ready for. That my English teacher wont

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[thatllamakid]

You're telling me. I'm feeling depressed right now when I should probably be the happiest person on earth. I hate how fat and gross I am, and I can't believe that all of you put up with me. I'm frustrated and annoyed and morose, all at the same time. I think George's mom hates me. I know Justin's sick of me. My math final is gonna be a freakin' nightmare. Why the hell can't I just make everyone happy? That's pretty much all I want to do. It makes my heart hurt. I wish you were feeling better, hon. You looked beautiful tonight. I love you very much.
{♥}
Emily

[your_snookie]

It does suck that you can't make everyone happy but thats life. With the whole Justin thing he doesn't hate you he hates himself because he know that he upset you and he doesn't want you to be mad at him. I don't think George's mom hates you I just hink she's a really quiet person so don't stress about that. On the bright side about your final it's multiple choice, and you basically only have to get 10 answers right so I think you'll be ok. Also You aren't fat and gross your the who last 30 pounds remeber while I on the other hand am struggling to get one pound off. So feel better my love and I'll ttyl
♥ Your Snookie