I am ENGAGED to the most amazing girl ever.

that is all.

im back as hell and it feels amazing.

back with you....(and now your stuck with me)
i almost forgot how much i missed all the little things you cant do over the phone.

move into a nice ass apartment a mile from the beach today.

Things are fucking perfect.

and your asleep in the room next to me.

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FUCKING NINE DAYS UNTIL I GET TO SEE MY GIRLFRIEND!!?.,adsjdkfhl

9 days until i get to lay in that bed in her arms and kiss her lips again.

january 5th 9:35pm.
that's when you become mine forever.

i wish that i was better with words so i could tell you how i really feel, how i've felt for you since the first time you came to pick me up in san diego and let you know how bad it's hurt every day since you left, that every morning i wake up for long enough to realize you arent there, bury my face in the pillows and try to go back to sleep. I ( Read more... )

GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.
GODDAMNIT.

fucking my life up for the last year and a half has finally come crashing down, and very hard.

"fate is an elegant coldhearted whore"

so, im the fuck out of California once again as of tomorrow, but this time it's ok, because im taking the only thing that matters in this state with me.

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ALL THESE ARE REAL OLD, BUT IM REAL BORED.....OBVIOULSY BECAUSE IM UPDATING MY FUCKING LIVEJOURNAL THAT I DONT GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT.

news.
i have an apt.
a job.
end.

( THESEAREALLREALLYGAYYYYYY )

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yeah, i forgot how amazing they are there.


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