today i went to my 8am class and i did nothing after that but sleep and eat. i also played soccer and we won our first game so that was cool. I have to do my chem homework right now and i feel much better than i have in a while.

goodnight america. fuck you

There is nowhere but up from here. highly cliched. I thought that maybe things would start making sense at this point but i guess i was wrong again. Everything is leading me towards the same mistakes as last year but i've learned too much. good shit.

to everyone else, im really sorry. i never meant it.

well it definately has been a while. i am currently writing a letter that will hopefully save my ass and my "future." its funny when you read posts from a long time ago and realize how much of an idiot you are. at least for me. so many things have happened to me this quarter that i dunno where to start. ive gone through so many weird experiences ( Read more... )

home feels more like home. saw some people today. i guess im not a robot. im going to be in costa rica and qatar in a few weeks and i just fractured another bone. I figured out alot of things lately. first of all, inflamable means flamable and im going to be in the middle east. im really motivated now. no more going weeks without shaving or ( Read more... )

things will get better. i just have to stop caring.

i havent been this sad in a very long time. I have my first day of practice at 5 later today and im really nervous. This time i dont even know why i feel like this but i can finally defend being high 24/7. fuck closure. i can't wait for this to end.

i want to go home.

i hate college. ( she left me roses by the stairs, suprises let me know she cares )

Shitt its been awhile. Schools alright stupid campus is way too big. I just tore a tendon in my thigh so there goes my college soccer career. fuck ittt tonigths party night i dont have class till 5 pm tomorow. good day.