I'm laying on the couch. Sick again. This has happened too many times this year. I knew working with kids could really take a toll on your immune system but this is ridiculous. I'm getting to the point where I think it isn't worth it anymore. Not that I want to quite my job... I can't, I love it too much, well most aspects of it. I love teaching ( Read more... )

Not doing good with the goals and planning my schedule to get things done ( Read more... )

So.. so far in my list of things to do I have dropped the ball on ( Read more... )

I was driving home the other day and I had an epiphany. Well, actually I had about a million things shoot through my head, all at one time. Thoughts of things I wanted to get done when I got home soon took over my brain and my schedule (art projects, start exercising more, planning a more consistent work schedule, etc. etc.). I was pretty much ( Read more... )

Christmas is right around the corner. 4 days away. It doesn't feel like Christmas. No Snow. Hardly any excitement. I didn't ask for anything. I'm still not done with my own shopping. We've watched a few movies, bought a few presents, sent out cards, decorated.... so on some days it feels like that warm, comfy, free spirited holiday is about us, ( Read more... )

I haven't done this in awhile. Sometimes I do it when i don't need to, and sometimes, I find, after doing it I am aware of a whole new "me" hiding inside.I pull out thoughts by the end of the entry that I wasn't even aware of. That's what brings me here right now. Hoping my true feelings will come flying out and what I truly need to do will make ( Read more... )

I LOVE blogging. I love writing. I love journaling. I just wish more people read all of them. sometimes ( Read more... )

I probably shouldn't have just done that....
what's the chances??
Right?
............right?

I wrote earlier about all the art I had to do.... and I am slacking ( Read more... )

I would love to be brutally honest with people. Some people. A select few. To just put them in their place. I don't down others to make myself feel better. If I say something about your character, I damn well mean it. And stand by it. And will not take it back.... so get over it. Maybe even try to learn from it. I would love to be honest and then ( Read more... )