Things end. It is inevitable. Time goes, things change, people move, new phases in life start. How come every ending leaves you wondering? Where are they now, what are they doing, what could have happened? Every ending has a new beginning somewhere in there, but nothing ever stays constant. You adjust to change, you make an ending a happy thing ( Read more... )

I'm a straight up mess. A big big big big mess. I don't even know who I am anymore. I am so lost between trying to be who I think I should be, who I want to be, who I know I used to be, and everything else I can imagine. I look to everyone else to define me, but who is me? Do we all pon our personalities off of someone else or some character? ( Read more... )

I am so tired of making dinner, and doing the dishwasher, and the trash, and cleaning my room, and buying groceries. Being an adult has a lot of responsibility which I thought would be soooo easy. I finally know what it is like to have a freaking picky eater. You really think I wanted pancakes for dinner... NO. And you really think I made a billion ( Read more... )

mmm woke up from my pretty sound sleep to grab my computer and write. i always do this though. i want to write something but then the right words dont come out. but more like i always do this... i let someone get really close to being that new someone in my life and then i decide nahhhhhh not for me. i dont think i should have to settle for ( Read more... )

"Use your head, but live with your heart"

I like that.

Do you ever wonder how things are supposed to work out? Do you think everything works out the way it is supposed to, or maybe something steps in the way and fate was a little messed up? Questioning the biggest decsision I have ever made is driving me crazy. As much as I want another life for me, I can't break free. I know this is better for me, I'm ( Read more... )

I am really really full, and really tired. Stressed out and overcome as I lay in bed on a Friday night. It was fun to be with Sarah and Marissa tonight, but something just felt really highschool about it. I know that sounds mean, but something was just missing. We watched serendipity which is probably the cutest movie ever, and I am sure I spelt ( Read more... )

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together ( Read more... )

Today was so so so much better. So much better.

You fingertips against my skin ( Read more... )