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[yourbaybi806]

It's going to be such a bitter-sweet new years. I don't want to have to start a new year without you, but I have no choice. I told myself I would get over you and just have fun, but I can't. I hate how you are on vacation and have not called once. When you come home, you won't see me. I told myself I would talk to you in four weeks from today. I

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[knee_brace_girl]

i think we are in the same boat and the biggest thing i am learning from it is to make sure that you dont set those time lines and limits because its making him think that you are always going to wait for him and its going to make you always wait for him and not move on. So i think we should both start off the new year by moving on, not waiting, and trying the hardest we can to get over it. Lets not let them think that they have us around their finger and they can toy with our heads and our hearts. Cause as the start of this new year, they are not going to be able to. We are going to unwrap ourselves from them and our relationship with them, as hard as it is going to be, and start of fresh. Maybe with a heavy heart, but new.

[r_e_e_f_s45]

hold on sister.

no one ever asks for a broken heart, or the pain it leaves behind. but one day, sure enough, you're going to wake up, with no weight on your shoulders.

and it will be an epiphany and it will almost make you want to jump on your bed when you realize that you surived it and damnit, life moved on, but happily.

i mean it when i say this...hold on sister, take comfort in your friends, and make this a time for you.

2007. a brand new start.

[yourbaybi806]

thank you :) you have no idea how comments like those help me.

hey girl

[oxlaur3n1xo]

i was reading your last journal entries...and i have always wanted to say something...to encourage you in some way like you have always done for me. i will start to post you a comment but end up deleting it because i dont know how you feel...i cant imagine losing vinnie...and i know you never imagined losing drew. all i can tell you is that i love you. i am here for you. and i will never forget our freshman year exploring the "first date scene" together, who knew that boys could one day break our hearts. i am excited for next year..i know that we will be having the time of our life. i know that its hard to put it in perspective, but your right whatever will be, will be. in the meantime, i know your lonely, but we all are here for you. you really are someone that i can talk to and i cant wait to become better friends next year...just know that i will always be just a phone call or a car ride away...all you have to do is ask, and i will listen. <3

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[yourbaybi806]

:). i know i can rely on you. sometimes its just hard to talk about, dont think i am ignoring you, its just still hard to talk about.

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[oxlaur3n1xo]

i understand completely.