I miss you so much. And your the one person I can't tell. When we talk, I can't tell you that I want to be back together, or that I am so over us being apart. I have to act strong. I have to put on my best happy face so you can have this time you need and hopefully we can get back together. It is so weird that you never called to wish me good luck ( Read more... )

It's been a week. Seven days of being alone. Seven days of tears. Seven days with no kisses. I can't decide if I am doing ok. I can't decide if this is a good or bad thing. I can't decide if we really are ment to be. I wrote you a note telling you how much I love you, and how I am always here for you, and I mean that 100%. But I am tired of ( Read more... )

it's different this time. this time im sure im done. this time im sure i wont want to go back. but what if im wrong? what if im walking away from the right person. what if im giving up hope on something im not supposed to give up on. how do you know that the decisions you make today, aren't going to greatly affect tomorrow. i dont know, and thats ( Read more... )

How come things change so fast?

OoOoOoOo Summer :)! I love summer and just being relaxed! But I am nannying for my neighbors and she is seriously taking advantage of me. I think everyday for the rest of summer I am there (if not once a day, twice). She always comes home late, and she is not really paying me that well. I used to only be watching the baby, but the younger boy broke ( Read more... )

I don't really understand why I can never be your number one. Why I am alway saved for a rainy day, or a day when no one else wants to hang out. I just kind of get tossed around to whatever you want me to be or where you want me to be and idk. It kind of sucks.

I want you to leave me alone. I want you to get your things, and get out of my life. I am so sick of being upset for someone who doesn't even really care. I am so sick of crying over someone who lies to me and acts as if my needs dont matter ( Read more... )

Idk. Life can be so utterly confusing. One mintue you think things are going your way, and the next you've hit rock bottom. Sometimes I wish I could just fastforward through days like this. I just hate the feeling that things are going wrong... with everyone and everything ( Read more... )

Life can be so irritating. Sometimes I just feel like noone is there, and noone cares, and that if I really needed someone, I would end up alone. I ended up getting mad at someone who didn't deserve it today, and I am really sorry. I hate when you are mad about something and you let it out on someone else. Well actually I let it out on two ( Read more... )

So I guess you could say I am hopeless. Just this feeling in the pit of my stomach that I am so disposable to everyone around me. No one really needs me around... not my family, not my friends, not my boyfriend. I just kind of fit in places but life could go on without me. Kind of a sad feeling ( Read more... )