"i saw my life before me as a vast gleaming page and realized i could do anything i wanted..."

I'd like to know completely
What others so discreetly
Talk about when they leave me
Not that I notice when they're gone
It's eerie and so scary
I don't know who to marry

still don't know what i want

ive been plagued by nightmares the past couple of days ( Read more... )

russia takes from me and then it gives back

i'm going on a date tomorrow with a russian businessman(couldn't today cuz he was going on a business trip to murmansk today) ooooh shit son!!

thank you russia for sucking the life out of me

it will be nice to watch all my shitty tv shows and eat taco bell

ahh i've been away from georgia so long i am starting to freak out. i have no idea what's going on in the us, much less in ga. im looking at pictures of athens' parties and i miss it but at the same time hate it and dont want to go back to that.

that part in marie antoinette after the swedish soldier leaves- and she fantasizes about him on the horse that is on its hind legs, and the soldier is in his uniform, and there's fire in the background

10 am russia, have been up since yesterday at noon

meet someone great, then out of your life forever (*infinti)
...i hate this.

goal to be met before wednesday:
get a collection of the most ridiculous thrift store/ 'MERICA! sweaters

i feel like i haven't been able to sleep all month/can't get un-tired

-made $200 just in tips ( Read more... )