i dream about tornadoes regularly, like a few times a month, and i don't know why. sometimes one big one, sometimes a whole herd of them. they're usually just kind of there in the background, adding a sense of confusion and urgency to whatever completely mundane thing i'm trying to do.

it's been much longer than i had intended. i moved to pittsburgh. pat and i got married. we live in a little house just outside of town, and have two cats. i got a job at a record store. i have nothing to say for myself most days, and i don't like that. whether it's the pills, or the weak winter light, or at long last some sort of genuine regret, i ( Read more... )

...Many of the people we knew in New York think this a curious aberration, and in fact tell us so. There is no possible, no adequate answer to that, and so we give certain stock answers, the answers everyone gives. I talk about how difficult it would be for us to “afford” to live in New York right now, about how much “space” we need. All I mean is ( Read more... )

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rabbit rabbit

i ate apples and honey today because hey, why not, i could go for a sweet year too.

last night i had a dream that i moved to another city and made a bunch of friends and we went out to do interesting things and my life was going to be so cool

fucking shit goddammit

my mom says i'm acidic but really i'm just not into bullshit

really the only thing of note recently is that they're bringing hydrox cookies back for a limited time because it's their somethingth anniversary and i'm way too busy planning how to buy a roomful of cookies to look up the article so do it for yourself and stay out of any grocery store within a one-hour radius of my house for the next month or so ( Read more... )

having reassured myself that the ocean is still blue and there is still a great quantity of it, and that it still roars and roars...


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