so i woke up to barney on my tv this morning..weird. he creeps me out!

snowday for all. i didnt get to have my appointment to set up my classes and i start on thursday. i will just have to call tomorrow morning.

this is a new year for me with many possibilities. i want the snow to go away but thats not in my hands. im sick of being cold. im 19, but feel the same. my last year of being a teenager and i kind of want to grow up ( Read more... )

http://www.hackyourself.org/

yes so i like this entry also. reminds me what has been running through my mind lately and makes me pumped for life.

what doesnt make me pumped is work tonight from 5-11

fuck emotions nigga.

there is a light in your eyes..

im trying to make it through another night. its just off for me. i feel like im falling through an empty pit and i wanna see the light at the end of the tunnel. i see the snow sparkle and the sun hit off of it and i reach for hope like a dangling star in my reach.

the mall is dead this year, is it because of online shopping? or are people just not in the giving mood? who knows. it gives me more time to clean up the place.

me and tom cut down out first tree together this year in NH :)

self esteem is fading. something pick me up.

so i've decided that im okay with myself, at least for now. angela painted my nails pink and now i feel like the icing on top of the cake. all decorated for when i see people. ive kind of let myself go. pjs constantly. i dont remember the last time i wore makeup (excluding blush and chapstick). im always in a sweatshirt. how convenient. i guess ( Read more... )

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it's 1:24 and im still yet awake. i need to throw away this tv, or better yet have self control because i cant seem to shut it off without missing a single second of brown sugar and hgtv. someone please help me ( Read more... )