i feel like some asshole pressed the pause button on the controller of my life.
everything feels plastic.
i can't take a goddamned picture really worth printing.
i can't wake up at 8:30 am.
i can't go to bed.
i can't start anything.
i can't finish anything.

paused.

shittly paused.

i only post to vent.

bruised and confused
j.j.

my inner-most
proximal phalange,
on my right foot,
shreaks in pain
if i walk like you do.

so, instead, i
limp and gimp
around

sometimes---it hurts to be me.
mostly it's grand.

(at least that is
what the vicodin's
would have me believe)

today is the first day i work in the photo lab.
at 9 am i almost destroyed my alarm clock.

really crappy.

when a light bulb goes out in a room Roman Catholics sit in a room and wonder what they did wrong.

csi?
huh?

I spent an entire summer in our nations capitol ( Read more... )

Okay, I have 4 SN options to go with

please please please HELP ME

1. wildmij
2. photographyandme
3. recycled slang
4 stray photograph

Just VOTE on one of these.

I am sick of wildmij

argh, aim....

Here is what is happening now ( Read more... )

i have a Kodak Profesional DCS Pro14n on my desk right now.

it makes me smile.

i am obnoxious.

i bore the world with my boredom.

i am sorry world.

i am sorry.