So...I'm back on the anti-depressants. I've had 5 psychotic episodes since I accidentally stopped taking them. And due to one of them, I couldn't go out tonight. Therefore I am very VERY bitchy.
Had a dream last night that I was dating Saia! LOL...ACTUALLY since Kat was in it, I guess it was more of a nightmare. Sorry but HEY I have no respect for ( Read more... )

I'm in a WICKED good mood :) I just got home from Nates :D
Ashmear came home today!! I hadn't seen her in over a freaking MONTH!!! So I picked her up and we made a CVS run so she could get her check/hours. Scooter was working :D And AND ANNND...I saw Dan! And that made me happy :) He's adorable and ahhh he's such a nice kid :) Ashley and I went ( Read more... )

I love my boyfriend with all of my heart and soul.
That's all you need to know for now :)

Today was lovely! Aside from the fact that I just bit off my pretty fingernails. Damn me and my biting! I picked up Jen around 11. I rudely awakened Jon :D Jen and I went to Panera. A wicked creepy guy tried to hit on my mesquito bite! Jen and I had everything bagels and IC Caramels. Then we headed to Michael's (the craft store.) I got a gift ( Read more... )

Went to bed around 3AM. Woke up somewhere between 8 and 9. Spent from 12-4 at the hospital with my mom. Came home. Got food. Dad left to go see mom. Had anxiety attack. Layed down. Feel like shit.

I went to Nate's around 1. We went upstairs and talked. I told him what I did. He got kind of upset, but he said he knew I'd do it. Then we were okay. Then he read a note I had written him at 2AM. It was a mess of emotions and it was not good. He curled up against my back and got quiet and upset. Then I asked him a few questions. He has been lying ( Read more... )

I'm about to cry. My mum's going to the emergency room, because she can't breathe again, and she won't let me go with her. (She KNOWS how much I can't STAND hospitals.) But I don't want her to go alone. I'm all worried.
I think I'm gonna call Nate and just be like I need you. And I need to talk to him about last night. I need to figure things out. I ( Read more... )

Yesterday morning, before we left for home, my dad stopped at one of those Scenic Areas and then we decided to have him take my senior pictures there. (It saves money on a professional.) And so I have it narrowed down to 3. I want people's opinions though. Please :)

( The Final 3! )

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Anything.
a story,
a secret,
a confession,
a fear,
a love,
ANYTHING.

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LET THE PACKING BEGIN!
Actually....I'm pretty much done. Clothes and books and CDs are packed. But I need my hair-stuff/make-up for tomorrow :) I talked to Nate tonight <3333 I miss him soooooo much! He's coming over for dinner tomorrow. (Steak and Cheese!) I can't wait to go home! I wanna leave NOW!!!! It's been absolutely pouring rain here since ( Read more... )