Well kids...I am retiring this livejournal. I started a new one. __so_in_love__ There's just too much drama, angst and well....shit in this one. So please add __so_in_love__ I've added most of this friends list to it already :)

Much love. And goodbye, angst! <333

After I hung up the phone (after Nate hung up on me) and threw it across the room. Then I took off. I turned my phone on (about 5 mins after I threw it) And there was a message
Hey babe. I'm sorry about before. We should talk about this. I'll talk to you when you decide to pick up your phone. Ass. So I shut my phone back off. I called him a few ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE MY BOYFRIEND. i haven't seen him in THREE GOD DAMN DAYS. and i was SUPPOSED to take him out tonight. we had PLANS. and i called when i got home from walmart, like i said i would, and he has a bunch of fucking people over. AND HE FUCKING GOT MAD AT ME for being upset because he broke our plans AGAIN... AND FUCKING HUNG UP ON ME.

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Rawr. It's been three days. If I don't see Nate today...I'm killing something.
Ashley's still sleeping. Nate's not answering his phone. RAWR!

A little depressed. A lot worried. Somewhat bored. So I'm just posting lyrics that totally hit home right now.

This vacation's useless
These white pills are kind
I've given alot of thought
on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete
Where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing
in the glow of our head lights
I've given a lot of ( Read more... )

Went shopping with Ashley today :) We malled it up Pheasant Lane Style. She got 2 WICKED cute shirts. One was....PINK!!! They look SO good on her :) :) I got a hoodie and a sweater. It was fun. Then we went to Michael's and I got some scrapbooking stuff. Then we hung around and then I brought her home. Nate's with Alex. MY TURN! MY TURN! CAN I SEE ( Read more... )

My love woke me up this morning. It would have been nice if he was actually waking me up, but ringing phones and talking caller ID is not lovely. Call from...Chasse, Richard! So I threw some pants on and called him back. He answered with a cheerful Hi! I growled and managed to grumble You woke me up.
So he had to put up with my sleepy, stretching, ( Read more... )

Here are pictures of ( my hair and my new toy )

Today has been great so far!!
Woke up earlyish, showered and put my hair up. Ashmear called, so she came tanning with me :D Then we went to Dunkins for bagels and coffees. I saw Amanda, and I was excited <333 Then I brought Ashley home. On my way home, Derek and Zack were skateboarding so I stopped and said hi :)
I came home, put on some make up and ( Read more... )

I think it's funny that someone who hasn't taken the time to talk to me in OVER A MONTH can determine whether I'm acting weird or not. Especially since the only thing they've said to me in over a month is What kind of cone do you want that in? Pshh. I'll tell you what you can do with that cone...