Strange eating & sleeping habits, lately ( Read more... )

Wow, I have rediscovered this journal. It's like a fucking black hole, and looking back at yourself from higher up the mountain ( Read more... )

Guess what?

I'm joining the Marines.

So, tonight I'm going swimming in the milky way. If I come back, I'll let you know how it went.

I'm an asshole.

Made a new friend... Frederick the Raccoon. I think I have diseases...but he ate out of my hand and held my thumb.

well ( Read more... )

Found a tough little german girl I really take a fancy for...

a bit scary really. me and my emotional security issues. she's a taurus so of course very passionate...loving. I'm an aquarius so very aloof, cold, distant. Complete opposites. Nobody has looked me in the eyes like she does ( Read more... )

Ever had hemorrhoids?

it feels like a bunch of bikers on meth had their way with me last night, and finished off by putting a laced cigar out on my asshole.

I don't trust putting my thoughts on the internet really ( Read more... )

I feel sick, self-deluded. I know that's not me, but I'm not sure that I know anything. I feel guilty that Katy is stuck in Laurel Ridge, but I cannot blame myself if she doesn't want my help. I don't even understand my own actions or cause so how can I tell someone else what they should follow? I'm leaving soon and I wish I didn't have to come ( Read more... )