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GO GREEN. especially if you are going to a green event with the green. pickin' up what im puttin' down? WHABAMN!

My immune system seems to have shut down in response to recent events. Also last night my left eye decided to rebel and it was swollen up to about twice the normal eyeball size. Both upper and lower eyelids were massive and painful and we still don't know why. Kevin and I broke up. Lies. Kevin dumped me. He wants to move on with his life and ( Read more... )

You can scream, you can cry
you can rant and rave
You can curse and cus
And shake your fist in vain.
It does no good...it won't set things right.
You will still end up alone tonight.

so crazy...cuz i hadn't even read moni or sd's before i wrote..totally the same sort of feelin im gettin ya kno? damn we all are so freakin linked it scares me sometimes. loves!

I FEEL LIKE I HAVE AWOKEN FROM A DEEP SLEEP!!!!! Where is everyone?!?! How have they been!??! You must all talk to me! The blackness is gone and I'm coming back to reality and my senses...how dare i let everyone go?! You are all valueable and massivly important to me!!!!

The weirdest thing happened today... I was totally and completly miraculiously cured. I was doing my monthly self punishment and looking at myspaces and facebooks of exes and guess what... im actually happy for the ones that have someone new. and for the first time in freakin eons looking at brad i had zero reaction. I've come to terms with the ( Read more... )

gave blood today...im gonna go nap and drink water and avoid dying... oh and to ms. universal donor freedman...yeah how about u share. and if they are open on xmas im gonna give then too cuz thats 56 days from now...

So last night/this morning I experienced some extreme rage. My boyfriend made me furious...but then this afternoon my ex boyfriend randomly asks me to come visit...which is fucked up on so many levels...but i said okay...and im actually excited about it. dont get me wrong i still kinda wanna strangle my boyfriend...but at least i might save a ( Read more... )

i dont know how to read. dies. exhaustion. also... I GOT HIRED BY PETES

Imma goin to disneyland! be back sunday