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work in prog
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Homework/Papers
So, I used to turn papers in late. I felt that if I were to turn something in, it had to meet requirements and be stellar, or don't turn it in at all...I skipped a few assignments in there as well because of this.... why did it take me until right this second to figure out some points are better than no or late points?! This paper today, will be ( Read more... ) -
Things look a little different but mostly the same...
Shit. Eleven months without a word? Well I'm sorry. I would say I'll start again...but we all know that would be a horrible lie. I don't have time, I don't have energy, I don't have a truth anymore. Well maybe this can be a formal declaration to begin a quest for a new truth. Yep. Lots to do. -
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whoa whoa....everyone needs to update me every two weeks okay? im gonna call you each every two weeks...cuz i can't keep up with all this and work the three jobs. i need verbal updates please. loves and misses you all as i work myself into a twirl -
My Life is so sad...cry me a river.
Blahblah...date didnt happen. Disneyland did though...yay! i think i got the better end of the deal in all honesty... but it still blows. I thought my boyfriend standing me up all the time sucked, but gotta say having your rebound do it is even worse. Fuck it all to hell. I still love kevin, it sucks being alone, he didnt try to love me ( Read more... ) -
Moose!
I've got a date on thurs. booyeah fools. -
defeated
its supposed to get easier with time right? so why is it now harder to pull myself from my bed to face a world that seems startlingly lonely. i cant even begin to express myself on this one...so why bother to try. -
The afterglow begins to fade...
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I hate to talk like this. I hate to act as if there is something wrong I can't say. I have this dream at night, almost every night. I've been dreamin it forever, its easy to remember it. It's always cold, its always day. You're always here. You always say, "I'm alright, I'll be okay, if I can keep myself awake." I get up early, I look around me. ( Read more... )
