I should never go home...I should never sober up... and the weekend should never end. Pretty much...fuck u universe...just give me what i god damn want and let me be...

Much much much less to say today. I'm quiet and not has excited and enthusiastic as I have inexplicably been these past few weeks...I'm sad, which is understandable...but not ruined. Which concidering the signifigance of this situation must mean something interesting. I have hope...maybe not so much for the friendship...but that both lives will ( Read more... )

So here it is... I win. It's a small victory and I'm not counting my chickens just yet...but its possible this single achievement will spell out a whole new fount of hope and possiblilities for me. I have waited two years for this. Two freaking years...and in a week I'll have it. In all honesty I pretty much didnt really think this would happen ( Read more... )

So im in a hella good mood even tho technically my love life is in the shitter...thanks kevin. Im just feelin good and like maybe i really can do fuckin anything. I've pulled off a goddamn serious miracle. Its absolutly phenomninal. Completely stupid and dumb but absolutely amazing! So yeah...im on an up swing cuz i pretty much did the ( Read more... )

we are trying again...slowly this time...very slowly...if anyone moves to fast i will most likely stab him...there is so much work to be done! and it will be difficult...but if he is willing to be a good boy and do his fairshare of the work...ill do mine and we can meet in the middle and work things out and be fantastical for as long as the stars ( Read more... )

If he isnt already dead somewhere...im gonna kill him.

No one came to my bbq. and people who i thought would call...didnt. i cry inside. if u people do this at my party ill kill u.

justkidding slash maybe im not. LOVES U!!!

I almost missed my annaversary. You ask, what is today beth? and i respond...national beth lost her virginity day! I know I know...most of u care far less than I do. Thats okay...I can handle that...but it also means that I would like to have my friends nearby so I can weep uncontrolably and be hugged a lot...as we all know i have very mixed ( Read more... )

I am:
7%
Republican."You're a complete liberal, utterly without a trace of Republicanism. Your strength is as the strength of ten because your heart is pure. (You hope.)"

Are You A Republican?

When did I become the voice of reason? When did I become the rational one? When is it that I developed a stronger will and more self respect than my friends? I feel exhausted all up and down my spine...I've worn myself emotional thin trying to figure out my own relationship issues...and then BOOM it turns out I have the least to worry about. I ( Read more... )