in every single word possible, i will always tell my friends they are my strength. They are the reason i survive, and find myself able to carry on, despite my odds. I have had my ups and my downs over the years, and amazingly enough, there have been people that can recall all those up's and all those down's. But i find my words, and my meaning grow ( Read more... )

it's funny how before you give up, you get angry, and that anger can keep you from giving up because it makes you feel something you don't get to feel often ... invincible. You get to feel cold, bitter, vengeful, and many other things that don't usually relate to good things. Worst feeling in the world is that of being betrayed, and then you get to ( Read more... )

i am so close to writting off this entire life and starting over. blank.

if you challenge me, i will destroy you.
you screw me, and i will bring the world crashing down.
i don't just lay over and die.
i take you out with me, if i have to.
this is all bullshit what you're doing to me.
i will ruin you.
i fight, and i win.
one way, or another.
this is not as simple as you think it is.
i don't forget that easy, you mother

it's just been one of those fucking days ( Read more... )

sometimes the saddest thing, is knowing that you're happy.

yesterday was pretty rough, and today i don't have much hope for anything better...

disappoint me one more time, and pull the knife out

hung out with stefanie tonight. from about 4-12. that's an awesome 8 hours of stefanie, and it never got boring. I feel that she's one of those types of people that would go to the wall for me, and i would do the same for her. She's got my back, and i've got her's because that's how we roll ( Read more... )

san francisco ... each day it looks better.
moving will be good.
it will be good for me.
now the hard part ... saving the money to move that far.

as much of a good friend i can be, i'm just not down with people calling me when they are drunk at 2am, crying, because they totally lost control of their emotions, mainly on part of being drunk, and alone ( Read more... )