so about another year has gone by. im pretty much the same. i mean im good. im still engaged to Eric and were pretty good most of the time. he makes me happy though. and hes a goofball. idk what i ever did to deserve him but im glad i do. hes made me a better person and helpped me to grow up. not too much though :] hes really brought out my best ( Read more... )

wow. again almost another year. alot is different. ive been doing really well. im engaged! Eric seriously is the most amazing person. im glad my life seems to be going somewhere and somewhere i actually want it to go. im looking for a job right now. i have a car finally too. everythings going so good. i have nothing to bitch or complain or spill my ( Read more... )

wow. its pretty close to a year since ive said anything. theres been too much going on. i started getting really bad headaches. and im in summer school for survey. then im out of high school! its so weird. im with Eric now :] hes my everything. i love him soo  much. senior year was hard because of all my head problems. bad headaches and shit like ( Read more... )

well. its sure been awhile. alots happened in the past couple months. my computer hasnt been working and still isnt. well it is i just need to have the fan replaced. which is why it kept crashing on me. hmm. who even reads this anymore? idk. maybe it can be just for me now. well June and July was spent with summer school. not fun. but kind of was. ( Read more... )

i cant believe ive had this lj since 2004.

nothing going on
so theres really nothing to say

Happy Birthday to Jeszi!

and

2 Days Until I See My Emilee <3

lifes pretty good right now :)

mmm..love.

im done with it. k? ok. im staying single for awhile. for real this time. an awhile i mean like a year ish maybe. idk maybe longer? and i really dont care what anyone says anymore. so.. ya. i like how everyone makes me feel like shit, like to Amanda im a waste of time. yep that makes me feel pretty good. haha. ya so i..fucking dont ( Read more... )

so im not going to Cali anymore this summer

Meg has to take summer school so
o well

so im a fucking failure
thats all ive got to say