aside from seriously having to talk myself into leaving the house on the first day of class, sleeping in on my second day of class, and forgetting to look at my schedule so getting to class 15 minutes early on my third day of class, and aside from not knowing anyone there, college isn't really so bad ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm walking on glass.
like i have to watch every step i take so i dont cut up my feet.
i feel nervous and scared and sore.

i've been doing a lot of reading and just trying to figure a lot of things out. i have this book called no body's perfect and it's just a lot of stories by teens. there's this one called 'it's the inside that counts' it's written by mollie thill. and it makes me cry everytime ( Read more... )

i'm feeling very inadequate right now. like anything i say or do will never be enough. everything makes me cry. and right now curling up in a ball and sleeping for the rest of my life doesn't sound half bad.

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a reason... it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficult time, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you ( Read more... )

i talked to my mom tonight about moving out. i really think i'm serious, i'm just afraid that i won't be able to do it time and money wise. time because i have school and will need to definately be picking up extra hours. the only thing that really sucks is that when my sister moved my dad was also moving out of our house so she got a ton of stuff ( Read more... )

we're just going to say that today is one of those really big ugly hat wearing days.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

today is mel and fred day :-)
15 months <3

( tattoo! )