"My body is falling apart, and my mind, fell apart a long time ago. I am alone. I have no one to talk to, and no one to call. I hate myself. I hate myself so much, that I can't even look myself in the eye. I hate myself so much that suicide seems like a resonable option. My family is ready to write me off, my friends are ready to write me off, I ( Read more... )

"why couldn't you just love me"

it's a quote.
and a good one.

when i look at myself i cant stop seeing scars.

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people are mean.
and it makes me sad.

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I feel foolish for thinking that he'd actually call me back.
I wish I could atleast get my sunglasses back...

"That is reDICK!"

I want to go to Iowa tonight...
and I want _________ to call me.

goddamnit I'm lame.

and because we all like to write about it in our livejournals...
we dont have to talk to eachother.
and,
I should stop drinking so I remember more.

♥lainey.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JORDAN.

I remembered.
<3lainey.

I apologize to the following people,

Jordan Elfers, Kyle Triggs, Kiara Grant, Mike Elfers, Aimee Elfers, Nick Tarlowski, Brooke Hofpar, Gretchen, Ted, Stephanie Tanner, and anyone else whom I've offended.

For various reasons.

I'm sorry?

♥lainey.

Please.
Fucking tell me how I live my life by my livejournal posts.

That is ridiculous.

Stiletto was amazing again.
Too bad most of you missed it.

I have only been back here for 10 hours.
Why does it start up so quickly...?