im fucking nervous about leaving.
17 more days.

January 28th I leave for Washington to visit my new nephew.
February 24th I come home.
February 28th I go sky diving with my dad as our last hoorah.
March 2nd Vacaville will no longer be my home =( I leave everything and everyone I love behind to start my new life... in ALABAMA!

yep... so many new adventures to come.

pretty much im never on here.
my life revolves around being a housewife.
planning a wedding.
and figuring out if and when were moving to alabama.....

life is full of surprises and i love every damn minute of it =)

being left in the dust is the worst feeling in the world.... to know that everything we planned and I believed as true was all a hoax. it stings. for you to just walk away before I could... for you to be such a con artist that I believed everything you said and let my guard down.... I don't understand why the heart can possibly hurt like this on ( Read more... )

im not sure how people get to this point and dont see it coming ( Read more... )

its amazing how much i miss Lathan right now and how everything was a year ago... i never thought that over 4 months later itd still be this hard sometimes. where all i can think about is what it used to be like with us all. what it was like when he was still here. i came to terms with why he died. he saved 7 peoples lives in the process. but it ( Read more... )

oh what i wouldnt give to be 15 again...
or to relive last summer.

two of the best times of my life.
if i could go back and change a few things, id probably be in germany right now instead of wondering what if.

oh life....

why is it that no matter how hot your girlfriend is, guys just always want more? and its usually the less attractive ones they hit up. and then your gf is looking at you like 'you fucked all this up for... her?' no joke. i just dont understand and i probably never will. enlighten me.

i am so happy and set in my life right now ( Read more... )

i have never in my life loved somebody soooo much that it hurt ( Read more... )