dear ella emailing me whenever an assistant position opens at the museum ( Read more... )

i can't stop listening to the les mis soundtrack.  i think it's a throwback to middle school, my dad's car, the only cd my sisters and i could agree on, but that's ok.  my plan: i'm going to read the book and, when I'm done with that, I'm going to TKTS some tickets.  anyone up for that?  I will probably be may/summer, unless i read that instead of ( Read more... )

es hat kein Sinn.  Ich will glucklich oder frohlich sein, aber ich kann das nicht machen.  Ich bin immer sauer, immer traurig, immer leise.  Wo bin ich, diese ich, die ich frueher war?  Ich bin glucklich nur wenn ich mit menschen bin.  Ich vermisse meine Freundinnen und Mitbewohnerinnen.  Ich vermisse das Gefuhl, verliebt ( Read more... )

they  were holding hNDS!~  I NEVER Wnt to to e sober agian because i dont wANT to deal with this!  why am i so unloveable~>1?  Why am i so unayttractive?  i ccwnt type.  everythig tingles~!  i widh i never had to deal with this again.

i have been asked to interview for two of the two paid internships i applied for so far, for this summer!  i cant reply to the emails yet because meg says i'm intoxicated! iam!  jen's coming over and we're going to watch 24 & i am celebrating because if i interview for 2 i will probably get 1???????

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i think this book is changing my life.

i haven't felt this way since i first read Treblinka by jean-francois steiner in ninth grade.

(is education enough?  i want to make a difference, but is teaching kids about human right enough?  does it actual change anything, does anyone learn anything?  i'm not asking these questions out of despair, or because ( Read more... )

bridge to terabithia is coming out as a movie? dude. one of my favorite books, ever. how did i not know about this? i almost peed my pants/started crying just watching the trailer. (ungh! why? dude, such a sad book.) i might go by myself on friday afternoon when everyone else who would want to watch it will be at school. in fourth grade. ( Read more... )

i used to be happy!

p.s. my back still hurts a lot. please help? This is obviously somewhat psychosomatic, but I will give you baked goods for a massage.

i was thinking today, that i will miss kaleidoscope yarns. maybe wally will say he is sorry by sending me lots of yarn? he must pass pretty near there on his way to and from work, and i certainly deserve some nice hand-painted machine washable sock yarn (something like, say cherry tree hill supersock in the monet colorway? or lorna's laces ( Read more... )