Cleaning sucks someone should come help me so it can be done already. I think by Wednesday I can start to move into Megs'. I took off from work today and feel like I got nothing done but I really did do a lot. If it wasn't for that 4 hour nap I would be a lot better off though. I need to stay late at work this week though but I just don't have the ( Read more... )

I just cleaned a shit load of crap out of the one room at Meg's house so we can finally finish cleaning up everything in my new living quarters. I figured I'd write in here since it's been a little awhile but I realized I never want to write when I'm happy so this leaves very little for me to say. Although I guess being happy is good thing just not ( Read more... )

This is so much harder than I expected it to be. I don't know what I really expected though. I thought maybe because I haven't been as close to him in the past year as I was the years prior that this would be easier to handle. I feel like I should be celebrating his life because he seemed to celebrate everyday of his own. He always had that goofy ( Read more... )

I just found out a friend I haven't really been that close with for a little while died earlier today. Part of me is relieved we haven't been so close as selfish as that sounds because I'm handling it a lot better than I would have 2-3 years ago. I'm still in shock though. I'm still good friends with some of his friends but guys are so much better ( Read more... )

Noel: Welcome to hell this is where you will reside for the remainder of your life ( Read more... )

I'm horrible with spending money. I'm never moving out if I keep buying more fucking clothes. I can't even fit them in my closet ( Read more... )

I just sent this text message ( Read more... )

i miss him

please come back to me, i would beg on my knees. my world is empty without you.
dont care if its pathetic. dont care if it makes me vunerable.
my heart was only made for your love.

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This is my baby. :)

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