The countdown has begun.  In four weeks, I will be leaving for Germany for 9 months.  I know that this time is going to be a huge growth experience for me.  I am nervous and excited.  Mangled deeply together creating a feeling of anxiousness.  I don't want to make any concrete plans for back in the USA until I get back ( Read more... )

This sickness is kicking my ass,

Reflection- Christina Aguilera

I just want my car to stop bleeding.  Oh if it weren't so symbolic, maybe I would laugh ( Read more... )

I am not really sure if I can do this or not.

Aida last night. Elton John you do broadway well.

Volleyball match today. Stanford won.

One psych critique paper done. One SLE paper to go.

Oh, I  am not sure if I can do this.

S.L.E ( Read more... )

Today is one of those days when it is totally fine to be anti-social and listen to Marilyn Manson and The Used in your room.  That's the thing about college, I live with some of my closest friends, so even a well needed debriefing (some also refer to this as a self pity party) always ends with being dragged out of your room ( Read more... )

What was it that we left behind?  If I was sure that it had a name I would attempt to reclaim it, but I know that it never did.  So I am an stranded in this thought with no way to rationalize my way out of it.

The weekend spent in Irvine was epic as usual.  My car died on the freeway, and a lot of little things went wrong, however the overall experience was amazing ( Read more... )