i'm writing this more as a way to get recurrent thoughts out of my head rather than a bitchy, feel sorry for me entry. i just feel like i gotta write this out and maybe some of it will go away
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Let me be the first to post a comment, just to inform you.... i felt like making a post thats exactly like yours right now. I wish i had words of advice or comfort for you, but i dont think i should be giving advice on the same type of shit i cant even help myself with. luv ya darling
haha, i totally understand. i'm not sure i even need advice. i think i just need to relax! i'm getting upset over things that can only change if i make them change. it's all up to me.
we all have those moments. There are so many things i wish i could relive cause they were the best times!! Its nice to be able to have those memories. Even though today may suck, next tuesday could be the best day of your life.
the sad disappointment that is lifemissgolightlyOctober 10 2003, 08:55:49 UTC
excuse the U of C-ness of this post. i just feel the need to apologize for that people who have ever told you that growing up, being in college, or that life, in general, has meaning or is supposed to be some great thing. it's just that our reality is so harsh--you are born and then you die--so, we have to lie to ourselves to make the years go by faster. only then, with modern medicine, do we still try to extend the years 'til people live until they're 114. what the fuck do you do when you're 114? it's bad enough being 20 and being bored to tears.
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feel better love...
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if you wanna hear advice (from someone who's clinically been through similar stuff)...you know how to contact meh.
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growing up sucks. and we thought MAA was bad!
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