i fell
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im feeling especially shitty today.
and i want to cut my body off of me.
i hate everything right now.
and i cant get away from everything.
im hungry but i couldnt possible eat.
and i miss my boo.
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i want to rub a cheese gratter against my face.
and rub off all the horribleness.
i think it will be better than what i have.
i hate my acne its my most horrible flaw.
and i wear it on my face.
i hate it so much.

i am a very vein person i think.

i need to get out.
im going to get sucked in.
i need to get house.
houses of tourture slaughter houses.
i dont love anyone or anything.
i can feel the bitterness under my feet.
soaking my shoes.
like standing in a puddle.

im so exited!!.

me and ricky are going to go to vegas!!!1!!!
hotel suite!!!
mandalay bay!!!
fuck yes!!

fucking awesome right?

i forgot how great bikini kill is. man. they where so good. i need to go buy some music. also i love belle and sabastian i loved them since i was 15 but i forgot how good they where. you know?!

semen and hot needles.

i think i wanna grow my hair out again.

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