id like to put to use that 'i don't give a shit' selfdom attitude i lug around in my head. I wish i was someone who could up and leave with nothing to lose.

If there's one person i can completely rely on it's myself. The thought of having help is hopeful but i won't let it happen. Maybe one day i won't have to worry about this shit, i'm making sure of it. Money makes me sick.

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my view on cable guys has forever changed. too bad i'm too much of a puss to call him.

Kristina and i took the kids to gameworks yesterday. The food quality wasn't comparable to the prices and Rosella (my niece) was anxiety left and right. This was definitely the highlight of my time spent there.

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Stitches for one hand and x-rays for the other.. this week seems to be getting more and more interesting each day.

I'm not sure if i can keep things peacful any longer. Things aren't looking so bright. If i do what i always did before i know i will fuck things up. I'm looking forward to the papers being signed because it may as well be the best day of my life.

all ive been doing these past 2 days is eating ridiculous amounts of food and sitting on my ass. i love holidays sometimes.

the best thing to do when you are angry is to taunt the other individual until they are equally, or even more pissed off than you are. when i say best, i mean that it is really satisfying.

so things are getting complicated and so much so that i started breaking out today from so much stress. im sure its not noticeable but my perfect skin is in ruins right now and im not very happy about this..im not happy about alot of things actually. i feel like an old soul. i dont want to worry anymore.