so I'm in the keys right now. The boys have to work so I am left to go shopping, get a massage, lay by the pool, and have a few drinks. What a hard life I have right now. It is so amazing down here. It is really hot, but its a lot of fun. I think I want to go snorkeling today. The only bad thing is that I don't like sea food and down here ( Read more... )

So I did it I finally moved to Florida. It is way to hot down here. I can't wait for Jodi Mel And Megan to come down. I miss them so much. But its you I miss the most. I can't get you out of my head, everything down here reminds me of you. I should have told you sooner maybe you would have stopped me. I doubt it though. Jodi made a comment ( Read more... )

Wow it happened last night. I hit rock bottom with no one to talk to no where to go. Embarassed to call certain people. It was horrible. It finally happened its an actual reality now. I feel like I just don't know what to do with myself. I have so many feelings and emotions, I just don't know how to express them besides just sitting down and ( Read more... )

IT seems like I get everything figured out and then it just all comes crashing down. Everything was set we had our apartment, I got into a college in Ft. Myers. I could have easily gotten a job. Then you go and tell me nope thats not happening. I decided thats not what I want to do. Things are just so different these days. Do I love you, or am ( Read more... )

Don't you hate it when you just stop, look around, and nothing is what it seems. That seems to be the story of my life these days. I'm really considering applying to out of state colleges for next year. I need to get out of this town. To many things are just going wrong. Everything with my parents, justin being crazy, school is kicking my ass ( Read more... )

I can't believe you are pregnant, WOW that fuckin sucks.
Well at least you got what you wanted, you trapt him, he had no other choice.
I bet you just sit there and love it too.
Wow you are pathetic.
The apitamy of white trash.
yep thats you.

So I just got back from up north today. It was so much fun, tubing down the riffle river WASTED!! It was great. me drew rick hart beasley douglas and drews brother went. I definatly can't wait to go again. things are actually sitting in now. i can't just pick up the phone and call you when i have a bad day or just need someone to talk to, or ( Read more... )

So I never thought this relationship would end up like this, but I love it, I love you. Relationships are so different when you actually have trust. I never really had a relationship where we have so much trust. No fights, I'm allowed to hang out with my friends for the night and not get the 3rd degree the next morning. I love it. So Southland ( Read more... )

Thats got to be the best song in the world. I just got home from driving Justin to work. I'm so happy he actually got a really good job. I never thought this whole thing would happen( me and Justin), but now that it has, its amazing. I'm happier then I have ever been before. Just the thought of him makes me smile. I told myself I wasn't gonna ( Read more... )

Last weekend was the best. I had so much fun up north. The best part was sitting and talking with Justin for 3 hours. He makes me so happy. And hes so nice to me. It all just seems to good to be true, but I deserve that. I deserve you. Well I started working at the old Leos again. I start today. I will be making lots of money. So last ( Read more... )