i'm in love and right now i'm the happiest i've ever been and i cannot even convey how i feel, except to tell you that it is the absolute best feeling in the world, hands down.

i love my boyfriend, i love the night sky, i love the lights, i love kissing, i love holding hands, i love smiles, i love laughing, i love love.

pure euphoria.

<3

i guess i'm dead, because these eyelids just won't stay open,
like the windows in early spring.
morning, noon, and night, i'm a sleepy girl with sleepy thoughts.
fragmented perhaps would be a better word.

so goodnight, goodnight.
you're embarrassing me,
you're embarrassing you

so i found my 80's-retro star shirt in the back of my closet.
&i totally rocked it with a cardigan today.

four bottles of H2O today,
and i totally went to the gym!11!!1
i'm going to be skinny soon, damnit.

new layout. it's somewhat effed up, but i tried.

payyyyce.

k,so.
i got into le honors english classe.
&i miss my boiiii.

@&&///i love james aponovich

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( you're so vain, i bet you think the song is about you )

why do i feel the need to write down my feelings in a public journal on the internet?
because baby, you don't trust a single soul
well that's my own damn problem isn't it?
yes, i suppose it is.

wow, i really love when my friends decide to call me
and tell me that they all got together without me.
how fucking nice of you.

i'm hanging out with kate tonight :>

livejournal is stupid, why do i confide in the internet?

&i think i like rilo kiley.

say something.
something real.

yay for rain
&please stop talking, everyone.
the silence is so much more forgiving
than the triviality in this place.

[ps] i adore him.

so last night was wonderful, as evenings with him always are.
i finally got the chance to tell him what i've been wanting to tell him,
and to really mean it.
i already miss him, as dorky as that sounds.
he's just...amazing. i could never ask for anyone better.
he makes me happy, and happy isn't something i have been for a long time

( my mother is such a dork )