when i need a friend...i've got none.

[yourprivateeye]

so wednesday. at 230. my grandpa died. where was i? not with him. i was taking my history exam.
if there is a god, like what some of my friends tell me, this makes me disbelieve everything. GOD WOULD NOT DO THIS. so there. fuck that. i'm blitter and sad and i can't do anything but cry.

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[kittybaby5]

I'm sure it won't make you feel much better but my grandma died this past June and my gramdpa just died this October. Like, four months apart I lost both of them. It wasn't totally out of nowhere, but it's always really devistating. So what I'm getting at is that believe me, I know how you feel. There are so many emotions going on at once and none of them feel good, but it'll be alright, you'll be ok even though you don't feel great now. Anyway, that's enough from me, take care hun. :)

[yourprivateeye]

thank you regina. it's just hard...