stop coming to this... I have a new live journal, add yourself to it. my user name is please_laugh.

and the previous post was my second post in it, I don't understand why it was posted here.

I know a lot of people will never read any of this, live journal is dead and no one cares. To me it's never been about that though - I'm weird, I can't keep a private journal not just because I would probably loose it in a clutter but because for some strange reason I can't find much legitimacy in anything I make if unsuspecting parties can't ( Read more... )

I am Great

I miss you
Where have you been?
When will we meet face to face?

Do you remember the last look on my face?

No one can see us
Let's run away

No one can see us
Let's run away

From this awful place

The Sunshine is RainingI used to love you full heartedly ( Read more... )

You should not point out when a tv personality or anyone has put on weight considering that you are trainwreck, timebomb - slowly killing yourself with junk food and no excerise, considering that you had a mini-stroke the other day. You miserable insignificant man ( Read more... )

The last show for (at least the rest of the year for) Cancer Fad could not have been better, an artshow, benefit for an indie magazine with Kig 606 and 16 Bitch Pile-Up - both amazing people, both amazing musics.

I enjoy solitude. I don't like feeling small when people talk about themselves and the things they do, as if I don't fully grasp and act out on those things.

What am I doing? Going to do art forever, baby.

Freddy and his pal Josh are asleep, it's funny how they found that much room on my bedroom floor. The show tonight was so fulfilling, everyone was awesome. Good people came, Cancer Fad turns my stomach - it drains my emotions. I like that ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the first day of tour - not necessarily the first day I'll be gone, but the first day I'll be doing tour-like things. I am super excited, I am happy to finally get to go out and do the thing I've wanted to do since March. March when I was getting sick of being where I was and June where I really did something about it. This is going to ( Read more... )

I talk like an asshole on livejournal. I say asshole things. I don't know why ( Read more... )

helpless

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