i forgot about this thing.

i loved you. and i can never love you again. so i guess you taught me a lesson. but was it worth me losing a night of sleep? no. now i'm still up. 22 minutes away from work and i remember realizing a lot of stuff last night. i miss you. i missed you all night. cried. tried to cry myself to sleep. then i would hear the mouse move around and think ( Read more... )

i went to a panties store ( Read more... )

i'm sitting outside of the shittiest mexican food restaurant in the world, quite possibly. el arroyo on far west. i work next door at the best pizza place in the world, quite possibly. free wifi is a blessing. often, the waitresses try to use our male sex drives as ways to trade food with us, but we hate them. plus they are all white trash college ( Read more... )

paint a picture of blue and green. it's nine o'clock and hardly seen. the words, the truth that sold the souls to demons in dirt beneath the holes. the deal has gone wrong and the cover is blown. the fight's grown worse and written in stone. give it away, give it all away to stay the same, so hard to say. riddle me this into the night. the tale has ( Read more... )

last night i joined a new band. frontmen are beautiful. therefore, fuck you ( Read more... )

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fucking pussy.

gasoline and a gun. wishing for a chance to roll into town just to put one shiny bullet in your brain... the brain you think is so much smarter than any other. you drove all of my love straight to kansas and back, and i have to hear it from a stranger. you pull her into your plan and prepare to take her to houston. i held it in for long enough. ( Read more... )

my self esteem is really high. i love the feeling of not caring at all. you came to stay with me last night and it just makes it seem like everything is going to be alright... or even better than alright. pennsylvania is calling our names and we can hear it so well. we'll wake up in an apartment that we've always wanted. we'll drive the jettas to ( Read more... )

after tour things are so fucked. i love amanda too much to lose her. so i don't know what to do. drive away? move to jersey? cleverint is splitting and i want a hardcore band to scream for. i want anything to keep me busy. don't have a phone line. homeless. don't have anything but myself anymore. diving head first into multi religions.