it boggles my mind that this time next year i could be married, and living in canada, seattle, or england. i'm nervously anticipating hearing from grad schools. and what i've gathered from the whole audition process is that i am uncool and the opposite of tenacious. i was so psychologically rattled by all the other people at my auditions and how ( Read more... )

-i'm an emotional basketcase lately. i'm teary-eyed watching the top chef finale and last week i bawled watching stump win the Westminster Kennel club dog show. what the hell is my deal ( Read more... )

stuck here for yet another week in tonsillectomy recovery drug-haze and kind of frustrated that i'm missing the first week of class, albeit happy i have an excuse to wear jammies for 7 more days. i start auditions for grad school in about 12 days, which came fast. i narrowed it down to yale, columbia, brown, uc-san diego, university of washington, ( Read more... )

senior year is definitely going to be the weirdest year. my classes all suck with the exception of stravinsky, which has been awesome so far, and much to my surprise i'm not the most stupid one in the class. dean noon let us know we are going to do an all-stravinsky concert and that made me think of kyle and i sitting in the dorm singing through ( Read more... )

well, as i assumed for the last 20 years or so, england is completely amazing and i hope i can get over there to live for good as soon as possible. my program was fantastic, and i learned so much, i sort of re-learned why it is i wanted to be a performer in the first place and that was a thrill. the english countryside was the most beautiful place ( Read more... )

private benjamin loves you!!!!!

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tyler is stunning

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this is some of the best max i think i've ever seen

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the break has been preeetttyyyy, pretttyyyyy good. my time with jon was helpful and pleasant and long overdue, and for the time being things with my family seem okay. Maggie brought over her new boyfriend, boone walker, but everyone he knows calls him "the booner." i spent new years eve playing board games with the booner and my family, i'm ( Read more... )

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it is really hard to have a good attitude about things when it gets dark at 4pm, but here goes. i made a list of people/things i'm really thankful for, particularly today, because i was really bored while jon was practicingggg ( Read more... )

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