So, looking back:

I should have seen this coming.

If only things were simple. If only I could have what I truly want and need.

What the hell am I supposed to do anymore? There's complicated, there's the way I usually feel, and then there's this fuck-upped-ness. My head feels like it may fucking explode. I'm so confused because things are always changing and no one ever tells me anything about anything any more. Not even the one that lives in the same goddamned apartment as ( Read more... )

I now have THREE tats...YAY!!! This last one is definately worth it.

And for you I wish only the most beautiful sunrise every morning, the funniest jokes, the most meaningful stories ( Read more... )

I need a tattoo over my heart that says "Insert blade and twist" or something like it. I imagine it would feel better than I do right now.

Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I do still live and breathe. Mostly, I don't update because I don't have anyone who sees it. That, and I'm online once a week, if you're lucky, meaning, I don't care enough about the computer anymore. I used to be on for hours at a time, now I'm on for minutes, and not very often. If I did online gaming or had more than ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't written anything in over a month, and that was a pointless entry...fun stuff. I know that there is only one or two people who read this, but whatever. So, let us start with the moving. I do not live with my mother anymore. I know, it's about time. I have been spending my time with an amazing guy. He's an absolute goofball, and he is ( Read more... )

I am never on here. I am never on a computer. I miss having a computer to play on. At the same time, I hate the things. Oh woe is me...lol. So, I suppose an overview is in order. Now if only I could remember what the last thing I posted on here was...time for a trip down memeory lane...

I'm eating Lucky Charms, listening to INXS, and playing on the computer. Mostly, I'm waiting for work so I can get the hell out of this house. I wish I was somewhere else. I know where, and that's all that matters. I'm really confused about some things, and what to do about them. I suppose that's nothing new though. I've decided to just let ( Read more... )