I know that life isn't fair. I know that. And I usually do an ok job with accepting that. But then shit happens and puts me right back at square fuckin one. I hate when people get things that they don't deserve. I'm sorry but it's not fair. Certain people don't deserve the things they get. And as conceited and horrible and hypocritical as it is ( Read more... )

Yea so I guess all good things must come to end, right? It's ok. I'll get over it. I always do. Anyways, school is already getting really fucking stressful. I've been back a week already and my schedule is still fucked up. That could be because I'm a slacker and don't wanna take difficult courses, but o well. Whateva. Things will be ok (wow! look ( Read more... )

I really hate change. Especially when I have to watch other people and situations change around me. I get accustomed to someone, let my guard down and let them in completely, and they become almost a completely different person. Doing things they would never do or saying things they wouldn't say. Or vice versa. And it's like I'm just supposed ( Read more... )

It's amazing how ironic life is. I'm wishing to be back in the place where I was soooo miserable for 8 months. It never fails. I mean, I guess I should've known that this would happen. I think there are just too many assholes in the world. Everywhere I go I'm surrounded by them. There's no escape. Yeah, I can be asshole sometimes too but not ( Read more... )

Ok so today wasn't a total disaster. Hopefully the test went ok. I really need to do good but o well. I'm just glad today wasn't completely miserable. Unfortunately I still have studying to do but after tomorrow I won't be a freshman nemore. It's crazy how fast time went by. It really scares me sometimes. Newayz, thats it. I just wanna say ( Read more... )

Yea so the shit has started. 2 days early but I guess I should have known. I'm trying to prepare myself for the misery that is my birthday but it doesnt seem to be working. I always end up having this hope like "O... well... things will be different this year." But they never are. I have finals I should be studying for and papers I should be ( Read more... )

Ok... I'm definately feelng better. Except for Tuesday, I've still been happy and in a good mood. I have a room next year, which I'm really excited about. I think next year is going to be soooooo much better than this year was. I really hate that in 4 days things will be shitty again. But o well. Mayb they'll only be shitty that day and then ( Read more... )

I'm sooo sick and tired of constantly having to defend my beliefs. I wish people would just leave me the fuck alone and give me the respect i give them. It's my fucking life. I don't tell you how to live your life and I don't fucking judge you for how you live yours. How fucking dare you throw in my face what I believe. You're supposed to be my ( Read more... )

Well, shockingly, i've been kinda happy lately. Things have been going well for some reason. i'm really relieved that me and my sister made up. i mean, i was ok, but this just makes things better. school kinda sux, but at least its almost over. and omg, here's the best news... i have a suite for next year!!!! omg, i'm sooo relieved. i feel kinda ( Read more... )

I really hate school. I don't know how I'm ever gonna get through like 8 more years of this bull shit. I dunno... newayz... I just wanna say that i have this friend and they mean sooo much to me. I mean, they'll notice if i'm wearing new jeans or something. i know it sounds kinda weird and stupid but its the little things that mean so much.