also with big changes there rises up the feeling for the need for other changes to accompany ... i like change. i am a change addict.

... one thing i've always wanted to do is to completely disappear. from everyone and everything i know. like that. just gone.

it happens with every approaching relocation. the downsizing. ..suddenly it becomes apparent that over the course of the last three years you made perhaps just a few too many visits to various thrift stores. who the hell needs 30 T-shirts anyway? or three courdoroy suit jackets? or three pairs of shit-kickers? two trench coats and two army ( Read more... )

A hollowed-out statue moving ( Read more... )

Silenced wild sense ( Read more... )

put in my two-weeks notice at work. upon the arrival of august there will also be a dearly missed brother arriving here in arizona to drive me and things and felines back to a dearly missed home in kansas where awaits me a dearly missed dog and a 74 VW Bug waiting to give me greasy hands when thereafter an unknown road awaits me...

( one from a north carolina living room, one from back-door balcony, and one from a vegas airport )

Kelli joined me in a venture into parts of this country neither of us had previously been witness to the beauty of. and believe me, beauty is abundant there.

quite a place. put Asheville, NC on your list of places to go.

( from southwest arizona desert city concrete jungle to semi-deep-south north carolina mountain towns ...and back )

watching on Sundance Channel "Marathon" about a girl trying to beat her record of completing 77 crossword puzzles in 24 hours. when in the subway there were fellas with overturned large plastic buckets and drumsticks. i wanted to dance. i wanted to go to new york. reveling in how awesome street musicians are ( Read more... )

if one point in the universe were without consciousness, all points would be without consciousness.

god is a circle of which the center is everywhere and the circumfrence is nowhere.

...

i was given the best birthday presents. a jar of pepperoncinis. a book- Innocent When You Dream-the Tom Waits Reader. a Michaels gift card (new brushes, ( Read more... )

these strange things called 'decisions' that we have to participate in from time to time...

difficult, they sometimes are.