so i've been thinking, what is life ( Read more... )

So i started thinking today, mostly because i was feeling exceptionaly lonely today and just feeling awful because the play started today, and i wasn't in it, so it made me feel lonely. Then i started thinking.

( ...into the loneliest evening. )

i think.
i might delete this journal.
cause i'm never active.

( ..standing in line for thanksgiving dinner at the catholic church. )

( don't you see my mind slow down for you. )

being alone is never fine.
it doesnt matter if you've had love or you havent.
alone is never fine.

( i left the refrigerator door half open. )

( ...slip away and leave me here )

trying to fit a weeks worth of homework into about 3 hours.

i do believe i am doomed.

i've started planning my trip across europe, i already have 200 dollars saved from the summer but i need a job.
maybe i should be a hooker,thats one way to earn money FAST FAST.
or i could get a job.

hmm.

( my minds changed,will you take me? )