yeah so i have been away for two months and just been plain lazy so i havent posted in you know like a year but i feel the urge so i'll tell you whats going on in my life as of now for those who love to read about that sort of stuff ... i think i am dieing from like 12 diffent things and all of witch is most likly not real and just in my head .... ( Read more... )

havent used this in for ever its kind of been replaced by myspace but heres an up date im in love and very happy we arnt going out as of yet she still needs time. i hope its soon. ummm i need to get my ass back in school even though i dont want to at all. i miss my friends. but they dont have that much free time. i miss her right now.but yeah the ( Read more... )

She don't care about my car ( Read more... )

Hope, Joy, Rejection, Temptation, Compassion, Salvation, Loss, Vacant, Happiness, Fear, Pain, Scars, Fate, Tears, Desire … what are they all just words and words only have the meaning that you put to them but they are always broken and all in all disregarded so why put any FATH in any of them

"Broken Promise Ring ( Read more... )

its futile to hope to dream they always crash down causing more pain then was there before if threes anything I have found out true friends stab you in the front but fate will stab you in the back when your not looking and you look about and say if I did this or that maybe it would have been different but that's the illusion there was no chouse no ( Read more... )

Holy cow! I think I've got one here ( Read more... )

yeah im so sick of just giveing up on who i want like if on of my friends likes someone i like then i just give up because i put them before me and im sick of it but i will always do it and im sick of being seem as just a friend it like every girl i meet wants to be just friends and will use me to get to someone i know im just sick of trying to be ( Read more... )

The sink drains and all that remains ( Read more... )

the less i sleep the better i feel about my self yeah so today i am going to go to the mall but i dont think i will be staying there to long mr ka said we are driving today that makes me one happy camper i really hope it gos down like that but who knows